Monday, September 28, 2009

Life is totally unfair... Completely devastated

Just as Dondon was getting better, there was a minor problem when the doctor was trying to feed him and the food got stuck in his throat. He later died today. I am in a complete loss of words. Now I know life is unfair. I had to deal with death 4 years ago, and now I have to deal with it again, and this time with my best friend. His 4th birthday was coming up (Nov 19th) too. God why?!?! Again? Not Dondon... he only gave people happiness... why do you have to take him away???

I found out about the complication when I was at the office. I was called and was told that his heart beat was getting lower. The phone was put next to Dondon's ear and I spent 20 minutes at the office yelling "Don't die.. you can do it .. please survive for us" Actually his heart beat did come up but atlas his body could not hold up anymore. I completely lost it and broke down in tears. Some coworkers tried to comfort me, but I had to pick myself up and quickly take the trains to go see my now dead best friend. It hurts even more after I was told he would get better. Man.. life is unfair. Honestly, Dondon was my everything, I can't believe he was taken away from my family in 3 days. This was just like my mom. I miss you Dondon. You were the best dog.. no... you were the best friend I ever had. Thank you for your happiness. I am completed shocked and stunned that you are gone. I will never forget you.




2005/11/19 - 2009/09/28

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